Going Deaf on the Inner
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I have a confession to make and story to tell and I am humbled by this experience.
I had been able to hear my spirit spirit guides and use my intuition my entire life until about 5 years ago when I got really sick. My health took a nosedive and I went on sabbatical. At that time I was barely able to hear spirit. This lasted for 2 years where I could not hear spirit in the same clear way that I had been hearing this lifetime. It was shocking.
Honestly, I had not understood when others told me that they didn’t have the same kind of access. I had not experienced it so I was only trying to imagine what that would be like. Now, I had gone nearly deaf and blind in an arena where I had always been able to see and hear. I felt so lost. I had to rely on my logic mind, more meditation and my bits of intuition that were flowing but the movies and voice of clarity was gone!
Since I know that the Universe has my best interest at heart, I hoped at that time that this was a step in my soul’s destiny even though it was harsh. I felt intuitively that this was about listening to my own inner voice over and above my guides.
I didn’t know if my skills would come back. Well they have and they have come back 10-fold with more color and clarity than ever before. What is new about this for me are a few things.
1. My appreciation for this gift is amazing. Living without it, has caused me to perceive it’s value in a whole new and deepened way.
2. My sincere desire to be of service to others to help them receive clarity has expanded amazingly.
3. My understanding, empathy and compassion for others has grown 10,000 fold.
I had spent lots of time developing my skills and I had also been born with it. Now, living without them and getting them back has been one of the greater gifts of my life. I’m filled with gratitude to be alive and well, and to share my gifts and purpose with you.
Love to you all,
Dawn
